Chaotic- I think youre right. It is the perspective I have many years later. And she probably will appreciate it. Her acts of kindness at that age really did give me some hope and made me feel, at least somewhat, that I was worth caring for. That I was worth something for me as opposed to what someone could use me for. I believe each supportive person/T I had contact with gave me something I could move forward with. She gave me a base I took with me. There are a lot of things I could tell her if we did have contact. I like your idea of a short note or call at first tell her thank you and that I regret the way the therapy ended.

Thanks for your great suggestions.