Sannah - I believe you now. I have two appointments this coming week and I'm hoping that they will go well.

Puzz - They're often very intense and hard to manage. I guess it's cause I don't really know how to handle that kind of situation properly. I'm hoping to open up to my T this week and let her know at least about the panic attacks. It's getting to the point where I can't handle them. I'm going to try to start writing down my thoughts...

As for the boyfriend deal I told him some things yesterday and am hoping I'll be able to tell him the rest in the near future.