somehow my two gmail accounts, my normal one and the one i use for PC and my website, are BOTH under my REAL name, even though i used a pseudonym for the "special" gmail account.

it must've been a mistake I personally made while making the second account... i probably wasn't thinking like a spy (who does all the time?). i also didn't think that if my parents found it it would be a big deal AT ALL. really. the only reason i didn't tell them about it was because i didn't want them to be scared OF me... and the reason i used a pseudonym was because i didn't want everyone knowing my real name.

i didn't think it would be this big of deal...

so when they googled me some twitter post or something referring to my new gmail account came up. then they searched my gmail account and my website came up.

as they were yelling at me, i made the mistake of saying that PC has helped me through the last few weeks more than anyone ever has.

i think my parents were and are just jealous and hurt i couldn't go to them. biut i cant! they wont understand. all of you do... helping other people DOES... its crazy

thanks marjan, i know i am going to keep posting here. and i put a password on the ssite FOR NOW. once i get to McLean i wont care at all since i will be out of the house.

bashful you have ALWAYS been so kind to me. so thank you for your (obviously) kind words.