Oh honey, I hate it, but its just not there for you like it should be. If he doesn't show any feeling until he's shown the door, there is definitely something missing. I sense your reluctance to let him go, but I also sense that you won't be happy with him if he stays. I know this is hard; you'll do the right thing.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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