I just is just no no tirte of bekignthe hurt one tired of beignt he olone onr. Tired of tnoby caring. All it proves is I'm worthless unlovable o easy to throw away so easy to give p on. So easty to move on after. I took all the bad ewith the good biut for me. Never for me I don't eanna do it anymore. I need square things away.its just too ghard. Jkust rea5 the book just rea. The book. I'll help itl chaneg thingsa no no nothing verchanges. Not dfor same day in day out cvrap crap vrap its just mnot woth it.