Im sorry to hear of your pain.But Im in the same situation as far as love goes.I basically fallen out of love with my husband.Its been 24 long years,but my heart just doesnt feel it anymoreNot like it used to..They only thing is,is I cant seem to tell him that.I have come close,but no cigar.I seem to be hanging on to something...just dont what it is.My feelings are pretty much done.My heart goes out to you.Things happen for a reason,they say.I have to believe in that.Hope you do too!This will also give you a fresh start in life.Keep your head up,and hold it high!!! Something good will come your way! Big hugs to you.