My 16 year old brother committed suicide. You would think after so many years I would be over it, but I have found that it is severely effecting me this year. I find that I am still angry because he left me. And I still feel guilty because I did things to make it possible for him to get away to do what he did.
I don't expect anyone to respond, I just wanted to acknowledge his death and remember him for a little while.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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