I thought I was getting better. I hadn't cut for almost 2 months. It used to be every day. I was feeling...actually happy for a bit. It's all gone. Something changed. I don't know what. I don't think, except for about ending it. I don't feel. Well. I do. Only if I make myself feel. I only feel empty, alone. I feel like my brain and my heart are just black holes, drowning in emptiness. I cut three days ago. And two. And 1. And today. More then ever before. And I can't stop. When I'm somewhat comprehending everything, I know that this isn't truly what I want. But I can't stop. It always gets back down to the lowest point, always lower then before. What am I supposed to do? Sorry for this. I just needed to get it out. And see what others think would possible help.