i don't know i am confused and scared. Someone make the feelings go away. I am filled up with worries and panics and i can't do anything about it and i don't want to ask shula or elsie cos they are scary when they are fighting and caroline has gone away. i don't know what to do any more. I can't sort out all these things there are too many of them. the foot is swollen and he says caroline should go to the dr tomorrow but she has to take the girls to their friends and she has to pick up the guineapigs and then there is home stuff and work stuff and all the marking she has to do and what if she doesn't come back and i am left to do it all because i can't and we see ruth on wednesday but we don't know if she understands about us all or if we should all be there or if she wants us all to be there and there aren't many sessions left now. i want to go away but there isn't anyone else who will help me now. what can i do?
alice