first you can take a couple deep breaths and relax a bit. take one problem at a time...a lot of your stress is caused by feeling overwhelmed. don't worry about what has to be done tomorrow, focus on getting through today, ok? i am always here if you want to talk. we'll sort this out ok? perhaps if caroline isn't feeling well tomorrow than H can help take the load of some of the chores. she has to work on her health first, so the dr. is first and then you follow his directions about what you all are allowed to do. as for Ruth, well i think you should talk to her about it. all of you. i have a feeling that she will be more than willing to help you out. for now though, just breathe.

(((((((((((((alice)))))))))))))

-shadow