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Old Aug 29, 2005, 07:00 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: WV
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Hi, all,
I'm in a strange and new mindset of not feeling the need to seek out or meet a man! What's this about?
I spent the past 6 months grieving and working toward recovery from this last attempt at relationship which failed. I walked around a zombie for months, longing to hear something hopeful from the man, but , NADA.
Now, I'm no longer in emotional pain, marveling at each day, enjoying my surroundings, my home, my students. It's a first for me, not to feel the need to seek out yet another attempt at forming a relationship.
I've worked so hard in the past, giving beyond what was called for. Am I just now being cynical and a bitter old woman, or is this finally having learned to be content alone?
Seeker "Patty"