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Old Feb 16, 2010, 03:14 AM
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Hi,
I don't think I have any answers for you but wanted you to know that I understand how you are feeling. I could have written your post myself and am in pretty much the same place - stuck, frustrated, wanting to 'go lower' but not managing it, knowing I should fight these urges but not really wanting to.
I understand the feeling of not being in control.
I'm here if you want to 'talk' any further.