Butterfly and Oz!
It's all new to me! Kind of a new adventure, really.
I've spent so much time accommodating prospective partners, all disappointments. This last one really knocked the props out from under me. So much time and energy to recover. What's it worth?!!! Besides aging me beyond my years!
I'm so happy right now....waking up each day anticipating my teaching job, trying to sell my house and move to something more affordable, and free of emotional pain and self-recrimination for not being "good enough" in this last attempt at relationship. I'm tired of the scrutiny of a man who was no better than me, and in most cases, much less!
Seeker