Hey Kaika, This happens to me too. Everything gets normaland quiet. I have even tried to "make" "IT" come back to just see if I could but it woulodnt so I would go into the denial phase.

Unfortuneately something would ultimately happen to trigger me...most recently was almost in a car accident on the highway...and wham we have peeps again. It like they go away in hiding or something just to make you think your "normal"

But on the good side this was the incident that brought me back to therapy and now I am understanding more about myself.

Hang in there cause your not alone and we are listening