uoffl - yeah I guess. that's part of it. not the only reason but yes I do feel like its not right for him to stick by me and then me dip out when stuff doesn't go right for a couple months.

Plus I feel like, I know all relationships are hard work. And I feel like, given the chance, I always give up on them without actually seeing them through. And if I'm ever going to have a successful relationship, I need to stick by and fulfill my commitment that I have made. Because if I leave him, go see another guy and eventually get married, these kinds of problems are going to come up again just in a different form. I just kind of feel like if I let a couple months of aggravation drive me away then how am I ever going to deal with relationship problems?