I agree that it sounds like you aren't taking responsibility for your own actions. If someone attempts to fight you all you have to do is walk away. You do not ever hit a woman. Period. It sounds like you're more concerned with "getting laid". And you're also not taking responsibility for putting possible triggers in your post. Just because you watch certain shows doesn't mean you can't take others' feelings into consideration.

Personally, I feel like you don't really think anything is your fault. If you lost your friends, thats because YOU didn't take time for them and YOU got caught up with a girl. If you got into a fight its because YOU allowed your emotions to take control. If you put something disturbing in a post its because YOU didn't think about the people on this site.

Start taking responsibility for yourself.