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Yes well...
I'm the kind of person who needs facts in order to believe something. (as you can imagine this has consequences that aren't related to my cycling denial- maintaining spiritual health is almost impossible... though I feel I am finding my way a bit recently through the shamanic healing group that we have that rekindled it so to speak.)
The only way to really break the denial is probably a professional diagnosis of... anything really. I like to put names on my feelings.
It makes me kind of wish I could see my T sometime soon because I havn't seen him in months... just as well though, after our last session I have lost the will to write in my journal that is my primary form of communication with him anyways.
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