(((((((Darkrunner)))))) I have had these moments in therapy and it feels so lonely to me. I want to give you a big hug and tell you that you are NOT a freak in any way. You are very worth understanding and for T to take the time with you. I remember a while ago you had said something abut T not understanding about ED issues. Is this the T that said something like you had to get your food under control before you could work on issues? Maybe I am remembering incorrectly.

All I know is that I feel deeply like I understand you and I know where you are coming from and how you feel. I think the gentle thing to do would be to not make any decisions now, to take care of Darkrunner. Can you post more about what is going on? You can PM me anytime.

Maybe once you feel better you can think about how good this T is for you. Please know we are here for you and you are NOT a freak and you are understood here