(((((((darkrunner))))))) This is an absolutely sucky place to be in T. Oh and I can feel how that "Sorry" must have felt like a punch. I know it would have hit me hard, too, like all at once guilt, frustration, and the feeling of being alone in the universe. T didn't understand. You put yourself out there and she didn't understand. Ughhh. But it sounds like you really are making an effort by speaking honestly about the way you are feeling. I think that is pretty big that you were able to do that with her in this session, to communicate that you felt misunderstood, and I think that the fact that you were able to do that speaks to your ability to get through this with your T.

Darkrunner I agree with the rest who say that you should go back to T and keep working on this even though it really is difficult and hurts right now. Maybe you could try writing another email to her about how you felt misunderstood? Trying to clarify things somehow? Showing her where she went wrong? Getting through these things, I think, is some of the hardest and most healing work in therapy. But, here are some hugs for you.