haha, you guys are absolutely the best. i love the titles for my book, LOL!

um, i decided that once i get to mclean this week i am going to unlock the site. they can't do anything when i am out and getting treatment. plus i don't have to take their calls if i dont want to!

you guys have been more supporting than any other group of people ever in my life, including my parents. i came to the conclusion that why the f would i stop, you know? i will keep writing and updating the site and writing here. given the site will be a secret for a few more days.

thanks again all. you have no idea how my spirits were just lifted reading all the responses. i love you all