hugs from me, as always.

honestly i read this post 3 times and i have no advice or any idea where to start.

i understand the bipolar brain. i totally do. i know what it feels like to take things personally but at the same time trying to rationalize the actions of others. it's always hard trying to figure out how relationship have fit into our happy times... we tend to judge both by both standards.

i woudl say totally take the next few days and clear your head. feelings are NEVER wrong, but they can be misguiding and damaging.

i don't know if you are screwed or trapped.. but i know you have a lot to think about. i know, that sucks.. but keep me updated, ok?