First off, I should probably start off by saying that I have had several issues in my past, when I was 6, I was in a severe car/train accident that killed my little brother and a family friend, and nearly killed me, and I spent the next nearly 20 years subconsciously punishing myself b/c I survived while they didnt. Then, in about the 5th grade, I started having complex-partial seizures, which I've had, up until roughly 7 months ago, but I digress.
The thing thats been eating away at me is, my whole life, especially my life growing up, I have felt disconnected from everyone else around me, my friends, family, I've never even had a "meaningfull" relationship with a girl. I have always been interested in sex, like fetishes and such, but I have never had sex. That is probably the thing that bothers me the most actually. Plus, I have tried even, this woman picked me up in vegas one night, and we went back to my room, but when I got back up to my room, I dont know why, but I couldnt. Do I need to talk to my therapist, or my doctor about this? Is it possible that something could have gotten damaged in the accident, and its still affecting me now? Please help.