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Burbitine....
Since you have been on PC, most of your original posts include either physically or emotionally/verbally violent depictions of fights and arguments that you have with people. You post them, and they offend people, and they get edited because they are against guidelines. Then you say that you don't have any anger issues, which is what I would expect you to say....BUT....you do have anger issues. For sure.
You ask for help in your posts and a lot of people do their best to offer you good suggestions and ways that you could help yourself and your situation. With mostly everything that everyone says though, you have a comeback or a reason why you can't do it.
Some one said to call your local police department and ask if they could give you a referral to an anger management program to help you cope with your anger so it doesn't get out of control. Your response was that they were asking you to turn yourself in and that you don't have anger problems.
I, personally, do not know what to offer you anymore. Anything I say or suggest, you have an excuse or reason why you can't/won't do it. In fact, this happens with everyone here.
So many folks here are using their energy to support you, yet your actions and responses say that you do not really want that support.
In my honest opinion, I think that you like to talk about yourself. I think you like to brag about all the mean and abusive stuff you do because you find some sort of thrill talking about your abusive behavior on a support site that has a lot of people who have at one time or another been victimized by that same type of abuse. What is more fun for a person who displays narcissistic and anti-social tendencies than boasting about their abusive behaviors and getting abuse survivors to support him.
It seems like no matter what any of us say, you still think of reasons why you do not have to take accountability for your actions and behaviors. If all you are going to do is shoot everyone down that tries to help you, then that to me says you really don't want the help, as you are not ready yet to change.
I am just wondering how long people are actually going to continue to support you when it is evident your are, at this time, not willing or wanting to change.
You can't control others behaviors and actions. You can only control your own.
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