When I left my first husband the first thing he did was invite my sister to the house the very sister who I had not spoken to for many years because she was married to my abuser. She went so did my younger sister who I cared for and another sister who I also cared for, I was so very very upset. My younger sister said sorry to me and wished she had never gone so did my other sister. But that was long after the event.

I didn't speak to them for many years over that plus a few other things tied into my ex husband. They hurt me deeply, I felt traumatised to be honest and it took me months to recover. However I did recover and so will you. I am very very sorry you are in that place right now.