Thanks both of you it's really hard but i'm getting there someday's are better than other's reflections84 I know just how you feel my best friend did the same she would not even tell me why so I cut her out of my life I have the people who care for me in my life now & no one else matters I see it that if someone that is nearly 40 years old can be that childish then I'm better off with out her pm me any time you want if you need to chat with someone that knows what your going through
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