Thanks so much, SarahL, for caring and posting.

Today i have therapy and the painis bad as it ususally is and i'm trying unsucessfully sso far, to manage my pain by taking extra medicine so that i'll be able to walk to the bus to go to therapy.
i used to hike and backpack just last year. i'm unable to control my pain now- if i take enough to get out of terrible pain i won't be able to go anywyas. i keep dosing off sitting up.

HELP . SOMEONE has to help me.

The pain dr said he wants to cut down my pain meds- i need pain management help that works better to manage my pain. NOT less.

i've had to give up everything hiking, sitting, - it hurts too much- i have to kneel- now i have to give up working and therapy?

i NEED to see my T . we're doing so badly but i HURT SO MUCH.

It hurts too much to go to the store or have coffee with someone. I'm in WAY too much pain to do those things.

tears,
kerria