I know how hard school can be. I was tortured at school and i had all those thoughts too. And i know what it feels like wanting to end every thing and do the world a favor. Well like u said that im gonna say DONT KILL YOURSELF. You have friends on this site including me. But let me let u in on a little advice. Once highschool is over everything will look up and all the people who made fun of ya are gonna go to jail or die because there day is now but for you, your day is comming. Hang in there. And if ya can see a doctor and tell him/her about how your feeling. He/she might be able to help.

Hang in there.