On top of everything ... I've gained weight. I hate this! Of course part of it is the cortisol (stresssssssssssssss) from the hurricane... and the other parts are that I can't eat like I'm used to as the restaurant is closed due to no electricity...and that I have been opening and eating canned soup which is NOT good for me ugh... I'm back up to 194 lbs! I can't continue fat. Life is tough enough but to be fat also??? It has too many complications for me... including a deficit in self esteem.