Hi farmergirl, good for you that you're ready to move past all this. Such an empowering feeling to now be in charge of these memories and to choose how they will or won't impact your life anymore. I'm working on this myself. I still have more memories to process. I want to be able to accept all these memories and I think the final step for me to completly let them go would be forgiveness. Not ready to forgive yet. Is forgivness possible?

Anyway I'm really happy for you that you're where you're at with your healing. You don't get there without a lot of hard work. It's nice to see such a positive outcome with therapy. Gives me hope that I will eventually get there if I can get the nerve to break down this wall I've built around myself in therapy for fear that I might get hurt, to open up more and ask for what I need. Thanks for your inspiring post.

Be well and take care,
bl