hello everyone, I finally broke down and told my family about my problem. When I say I broke down I mean I broke down. I'm a grown man and I lost it. Later that night I got so bad I thought that I was having a heart attack. I had my wife take me to the ER as I felt like I was not going to make.The weird thing is that all of my vitals were OK. I have an appointment in a month to see the doctor to see if I can get help. I don't know how much help that I will get as I have no insurance now and no job. Hopefully they can put me on some meds to help as for right now i'm not coping very well. I don't think my family completely understands that my anxiety starts as soon as I wake and just gets worse throughout the day. I'm a basket case all I can seem to do is tell everyone that i'll be OK. This overwhelming fera is almost crippling me and I need to get back to work. It seems like everything is triggering me. Does this make any sense?