silver......this has to be hard for you....your scared and wondering if it is infected.....but yet scared to go to a doctor and be judged for what you did....I fight the same problem.....and my MD knows everything about this and what I have been going through....but if mine would get infected I would be scared to even tell him...do you have someone you trust that you could get them to check it out and see if you need help?
thinking of you and wishing you the best