I'm ok, but I'm still trying to find the right time and the right words to talk to my mom...

Though I did learn recently that, while I thought I did not have insurance--mostly because my mom would occasionally mention not having insurance--turns out I DO have state-funded insurance, and it was just my mom who was insurance-less...
So that's good. For me, at least, not for her...

But I'm still stuck on how to approach her. My next appointment is next wednesday, and I'm assuming I'm supposed to have talked to her by then, but I'm actually not sure... I've been actually looking for some divine guidance of some sort (for me, praying always seems to help show me what to do when I need it)... I'm sure it won't be as bad as I'm worried it's gonna be (I'm sure it'll be awkward as hell...), but still...I'm trying to find a way to mention the possibility of mood disorder without mentioning SI in ANY way, but... idk. I'm quite stuck-ish.