Yeah I agree Babydoll I should have gone off a long time ago on her. That's one of my problems I hold things in for too and then I explode. And I don't want to explode. That's because when I do I can do some serious damage and the reprecussions I'm sure would be serious. Anyway, because of all of this I'm angry, sad, afraid, and confused.
Part of me wishes someone else would go off on her and do harm to her. I know that's unkind. I just wish I would all end.