I want to respond Sanity Seeker

Yes when he first rang me to tell me that he was engaged I asked if she was pregnant... I guess it's the first thing that went through my mind and that of people around me.
It doesn't make me feel any different about the situation really. It was more of a jealousy thing I think. That my dreams (and now thats all they were) were that we would get married and have kids soon...

I'm always great after my T sessions.. usually for about two weeks. Seeing him more often I don't think would help much as I'd use it as a crutch rather than standing on my own two feet

I have email contact with him in between sessions if I'm not doing well and I can always ring him too. Plus my GP is great - I had never really gone to this doc before but he will be my regular GP from now on.

I've been to a few different T's over my years and really this guy is the best and knows exactly how to get me to see things as they are rather than as I want to believe them to be.

I have another "friend" date this weekend, but I'm not sure that I really want to go. It's about broardening my horizons and getting a bigger circle of friends. If I can keep it on a friendship level that will be great.

I am actually starting to miss Paul (the guy that came down from Tom Price - 17 hours away) but I don't think it means I want a relationship with him, more that I'm just a little lonely and it was great to spend all weekend doing fun things with someone who was attentive and affectionate

Love to you all, especially you Sanity Seeker xxx