It's stuck in my head. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Can I really expect to be able to handle school like this? I can't shake it, I can't refute it, it's the only thing that comes near making sense right now... and it doesn't really make sense.
I just know I'm going to ruin everything - my chance of being a spiritual leader on campus with my roommate (who I'd actually consider a friend!), studying to become a social worker, NOT living at home... I can't handle it if I lose it. But I don't think I can handle it. I don't know what to do, I feel so stuck and lost.