awe... you are tooo sweet to me. Sounds like you have a great support team working with you so you are in good hands all round.

As for the question.... I think it was probably my first thought to so not surprised you asked him straight away. Still you will likely never make sense of his sudden decision to marry this girl. I guess in a way it is good news that she isn't pregnant given your desire to have a child. That would be like mud in the face after being splashed by puddle spray. lol... where did that come from. What you call my poetic writing style. lol.

I think its cool you are going out again this weekend. The right life for a beautiful 30 year old woman to be enjoying. Perfect. That's how you do it. Keep on living life to the fullest. Just relax and have fun. Enjoy the moments as they come. Don't worry about defining anything, just have some fun. You so deserve it.