Just thinking about the devastation from Katrina, and other places suffereing from whatever else in the US.

Then you have some monster of a man Phelps who has his clan out protesting that God Hates Americans in front of a church in TN where funerals were going on for fallen war veterans. The "Rev" Phelps contends that soldiers are being killed in Iraq because they are protecting a country that harbors gays.
How bout we send the good man Phelps to Iraq and see if things change?

I am just angry. I don't want to live on this earth to begin with because of my own past, my insecurities, my childhood hurts, my self loathing feelings.
And then...you wake up and it is to this in the news.
Am I supposed to feel better that I wasn't a victim of Katrina? Am I suppose to feel guilty that I don't want to be here and yet I wasn't one of those who lost everything or even life because of a Hurricane?
And, I am a lesbian. Should I fear Phelps and people like him so that living in America has become NON free for me?

My head is twisted in it's own right.
And just when I am trying to figure out coping skills and survival skills to see another day....this is what the day brings.