{{{{{ Hope }}}}}

Oh sweetie, you are not venting.

I hate when these flash of memories come....makes me wonder what else is in my mind that will come out later....feel so full of anxiety and my mind and body feels like it happened just yesterday...

Yes, this is the process, I'm afraid. It is scary and sad and confusing. Take your time. Breathe. Grieve.

I'm sorry about your niece and your friend and everything.

Petunia