First of all CONGRATULATIONS! My sister dropped out of high school bc of drugs and has never gotten her life back on track (this was over 10 years ago). My dad is an alcoholic and has admitted to doing coke and a whole slew of other things. That alone scared me out of doing drugs. I am sooooo happy you could see the effect it was having on you! A lot of people never get that far and it sounds like your bf is one of those people.

Besides a person who socially drinks or smokes pot once in a while I would pretty much never trust a drug user. In my experience, they will sacrifice just about anything for drugs. You can't control him and it doesn't sound like you guys are good for each other.

Do yourself a favor and get out while you can. Do not feel guilty! You need to save yourself. You have already quit drugs, use this as an opportunity to start a new life.