I feel like that too EVERYDAY, I think Im never NEVER going to be what I want to be, just plain old living pay to pay worried about bills and how my kids are going to be, I dont think about ending it tho, I just obsess over nothing changing or it getting worse.
*****HUGS***** Im here if you need to talk.
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There is a delicate balance of putting yourself last and not being a doormat and thinking of yourself first and not coming off as selfish, arrogant or bossy. We spend the majority of our lives attempting to perfect this balance.
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