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Many reasons. I don't like who I am and hurting myself seems like the only way. I want to be able to control the pain I feel instead of only others controlling it. It helps cover up the pain on the inside. To numb everything. To end it all. Because I don't like what I look like and making a scar takes the hate in my head away from me to it. To release my feelings. To feel alive. To know that if all else fails there is this one simple thing that can make everything go away, that can solve all problems with one simple action. And more.
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"Though I laugh, and act like a clown, beneath this mask I am wearing a frown."
"My humor hides my pain but inside it still remains."
"No matter how far I run, I'll never be able to run far enough to get away from the memories you've left me with."
"I want to be left alone, but at the same time I don't..."
"Depression is like Quicksand. Its easy to fall deeper and hard to pull yourself out."
"I'm so lonely. Surrounded by people that know me but don't know a thing."
"Its like the world is trying to tell me that it doesn't need me anymore."
"Sometimes i look in the mirror and wish i could see nothing"
"I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying."
"This love, this hate, is burning me away."
"I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine for the very last time."
Last edited by beatlesmarley; Feb 18, 2010 at 02:37 AM.
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