Yeah I've spoken to him about the issues we have. But when I start having those self-destructive, Omg what if we break up, sort of thoughts I don't. My therapist advised me not to because she feels he might take it another way and that would bring a huge issue out and about. I feel like he would too.

I'm starting to rethink that though, I've found that in the past when I've felt anxious and panicky like I get now, over other non-relationship related things, I feel 10x better after letting it out to him. I just don't know if I should take that route with this situation.