Haha, thanks! Writing is sort of a hobby of mine, but I'm too dissociated/emotionally numb at this point to produce anything I'd want to try to publish. I've always wanted to write professionally, and I'm hoping that by getting better and finally dealing with all my (currently suppressed) feelings toward it, I'll finally get to a place where I can. During those moments of despair when I feel like giving up on trying to get better, that dream sorta keeps me going...even if I don't achieve it, I'm grateful to have had it. Thus, your and Ashadow's compliments mean a lot to me!

Indeed. I'm just starting to realize just how ill she may be. Perhaps if I learn about others like her, it will all become more "real" for me, and I can take the plunge and face what happened rather than avoiding it because it seems unreal or far away.