Thank you all for your kind replies
((( shadow, Mandy, GEM. butterflylady, sj, ozzie, zh )))

I am back, I think.
I have been having some physical problems from an increase in meds, grrr and ouch (they are hard for me to tolerate and include bleeding from somewhere where I shouldn't be )
I have cut down on the meds again as the side effects were (and are) scary. Seems like the bear's body is sensitive like the brain, ggggrrrrrrrrr
Still looking for a T.... but I am looking

Trying to take care,

Blessings,
Fuzzy