Sanity Seeker you are right, if she was pregnant I think it would be like she had stolen my entire dream and not just part of it.... But it doesn't matter in the big scheme of things I guess.
I am happy just being me. I had my T appointment yesterday and it makes me feel so great and bouncy afterwards. Plus it's Friday here so that's usually a good day
We didn't really talk all that much about Mark and Lisa, more just about me and how I feel. He told me that I was noble and that not many women out there are like that. I like the term noble but it's something that I don't really see applying to myself.

As you say I will just enjoy the moments as they come and try not to label anything. It's a new concept for me to live one day at a time and not really worry so much about the future but it's working well for me right now xxxx