...It seems like my life is going in a endless cycle that I can never get out of. It's as if I'm being lead around by my thoughts and emotions and no matter what I do or how sure I am of something it always ends in disaster, humiliation, and failure and I'm back to square one--single, unemployed and living with my parents. I'm aware that my past behavior is related to being bipolar with psychotic feautures (as I've been diagnosed) and possibly ADHD as well, but after an embarassingly bad episode last year... Y'know, I'm just really confused right now and I'd like to talk to someone who knows what I mean. I hope this doesn't sound as whiny as I think it does. If so I apologize to anyone who reads this.