So I have in my head I'd be better off without my ex. He needs a lot of soulsearching on his part. Well he txt me today. Said he misses his friend. I've been strong and haven't contacted him. He said he got into a bad place and made some mistakes was sorry for hurting me. I'm not sure why he txt me. I don't think it was to just say hello. But he still is seeing the other girl. I've been fairly calm about it. Trying not to read too much into it. I am taking everything he says with a grain of salt. I'm feeling a sort of indifference about the whole thing. Maybe that's a good thing rather then getting all emotional. Save some drama. But he told me some good things were going on in hslis life and he feels he may be coming out of the darkness soon. I'm just gonna keep living my life anyway. That's what I need to do. Not get all cought up in nothing. Caught in a ltl contact. *sigh* time will tell and I have time.