Hi Desire and welcome
I belong to bpdworld and I think that you joined over there as well...it's nice to see you here to if that's the case
You list many bp tendencies and it's good that you are getting help and getting checked to see exactly whether or not you have bp so that you can get the correct diagnosis and treatment.
It's good you are in a place to accept the problem and look for help
You're at a great site here with many great ppl that offer good support.
If you ever need anything pm me anytime.
Take care
Eva