I know how you feel. I woke up the other day and I thought "This isn't fair. I want out . I'm giving up." But there is no way to give up. I can sleep all day, or lie in bed all day because I can't sleep, I can give up eating and my family wouldn't notice. So I keep going, and Im still waiting for someone else to realise and sort it out for me, because I don't think I can do anything anymore. But I am gunna keep trying, to survive, anything, but I know Ill give up soon- it's professional help everyone needs, try and get a counsellor.