I relate to how you are feeling.. I have bad anxiety..I'm on meds three times a day..I can also understand about quiting your job.. I was in management for ten years and everything was piling up on me including family trouble at home.. I had a nervous breakdown and lost everything..I've been on SSI for years and see my pdoc every three months for my meds and have been in therapy for five years... Anxiety is probably only part of what your going thru...You probably suffer from depression.. They go hand in hand with each other.. Please get some help..